Right now there is 4% battery remaining on my computer, but I want ot get this blog done now because if I wait to do it tonight I won't remember. Right now I shouldn't be in school on my computer doing this blog I should be outside enjoying the weather hanging out with friends. I hate being looking out the window and seeing the sun shine and being trapped in here suffocating while hearing the teachers talking thinking we are listening or paying attention when we are relaly daydreaming and thinking of all of the things that we would much rather be doing than sitting in this chair in their classroom not doing the work that they assigned for us to do. The minutes pass by and we continue to stare out the window waiting for the bell to ring so that we will be released from this place and not have to make a slight effort as if we were paying attention to anything that is going on around us. My computer has just dropped down to 3% battery and the bell is about to ring, and I will be able to go to the last period of the day and hopefully survive it so that I can enjoy the rest of the day outside of school doing whatever I want.

Spring Break is a day away and I can't wait. Although I like being at school I am excited and ready for a break. I am also ready for a week away from work and spending time with my friends and family. The temperature is warming up so that I can enjoy the outdoors. I plan on staying in Owensboro for the break, but going to bowling green the weekend before we come back to school. I'm hoping my cousins will get to come in and visit from Indiana at some point because I don't get to see them that often. When we return from Spring break the rest of the year will fly by and be over before we know it and we will be walking down the isle for graduation. This Spring Break I will also be working on some projects that are due at the end of the year for some of my classes. Although I don't have anything big planned for the break I know that I will have fun being with my family and friends and hanging out here in town.

Bucket List

1. Graduate college

2. Get married

3. Have kids

4. Own a room with a view

5. Watch the sun rise

If I could choose to be someone else for a day I would choose to be myself in the future. I would get a chance to see what lifestyle I live in and what people surround me in my everday life. I would also get a chance to learn what person I have become, and what things I have got to experience in life and then be able to go back to being myself in the present so that I can actually experience them myself. I would also like for my present self to meet my future self so that I could get advice from me in the future. As myself now I would give my past self advice such as learning to understand people and situations better and to know why rules are given for you to follow, rather than break. Understanding is something that comes with growing up. I would also say that things will happen as they are supposed to just to give them time and do what you feel is right. Making decisions is going to be a part of your life forever and you are going to have to make more important decisions as you get older. If you gave advice to yourself in the past what would it be?

Today is my sister's 15 birthday. I'm so excited we are having people over to our house and are going to hangout and watch movies. I am also a little nervous about it because I kind of just want to be by myself, but maybe everyone will hangout with her since it's her birthday and leave me alone. I rarely like being alone, but when I do I have to get away from people or end up being unintentionally mean because I'm aggravated that I can't be by myself. Whenever, I do try and go off and be by myself I usually can't because my family wants me to be with them. It's really frustrating when all you want is time to yourself and to get away from people, because I am around them all of the time, but can't. I think tonight will be a lot of fun and I am looking forward to it. I hate being in school when there are better things I could be doing with my time, especially since the it's starting to get warmer outside.

I am thankful for God and all that he has given me. He has surrounded me with people that care about me and have led me down the right path.

Dear God: I want to thank you for what you have already done. I am not going ot wait until I see result or recieve rewards; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until I feel better or things look better; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until people say they are sorry or until they stop talking about me; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until the pain in my body disappears; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until my financial siutation improves; I am going to thank you right now. I am not going to wait until the children are alseep and the house is quiet; I am going to thank you right now. I am not going to wait until I get promoted at work or until I get the job; I am going to thank you right now. I am not going to wait until I understand every experience in my life that has caused me pain or grief; I am thanking you right now. I am not going to wait until the journey gets easier or the challenges are removed; I am thanking you right now. I am thanking you because I am alive. I am thanking you because I made it through the day's difficulties. I am thanking you because I have walked around the obstacles. I am thanking you because I have the ability and the opportunity to do more and do better. I'm thanking you because Father, You haven't given up on me.

This is a poem I found that says we shouldn't wait to thank God for all that he has done for us, so I'm doing it now. We all need to make time in our lives for God, and for those that keep putting it off the right time for him is now.

Today I woke up in a great mood, which doesn't happen that often. It may be because I'm not a morning person, but last night went well and this morning the sun was shining and it wasn't freezing cold outside, plus it was Thursday, which means doughnuts. I was in study hall thinking about writing my Star Wars paper for film class and gathering my thoughts when I decided that today was to perfect to be ruined by thoughts of hard work and concentration. So instead of putting my brain to use and writing my paper I decided to better it by researching funny life quotes and adding some humor to my day. I came across a quote that said "The cost of living's going up, and the chance of livin's going down." I found this funny, but in an odd way seeing as how it's true. Many of my concerns revolve around money and having enough, but reading this makes me realize that money is something that will always be around unlike the chance to live. I also discovered a saying that reminded me of myself. It asks, "Do you have trouble making up your mind? Well, yes or no?" I'm extremely indecisive about everything, and it is something that I wish I could change about myself. Right now it seems like a lot of things have fallen into place and I look to find something that is missing, but I haven't and I hope that things continue to go well, but there is a saying, "If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something." Everyone is always telling me how slow I am, but I don't see it as being a bad thing that I like to take my time to do things. I can see someone telling me one day that I'm slower than a herd of turtles stampedingthrough peanut butter.

1. "Do not drive with sunshield in place." - on a cardboard sunshield that keeps the sun off of the dashboard

2. "May irritate eyes." - on a can of self-defense pepper spray

3. "For use by trained personnel only." - on a can of air freshener

4. "Warning: Do not climb inside bag and zip it up. Doing so will cause injury and death." - a label inside a protective bag (for fragile objects), which measures 15 cm by 15 cm by 12 cm

5. "Wearing of this garment does not enable you to fly." - on a child sized Superman costume