Today is my sister's 15 birthday. I'm so excited we are having people over to our house and are going to hangout and watch movies. I am also a little nervous about it because I kind of just want to be by myself, but maybe everyone will hangout with her since it's her birthday and leave me alone. I rarely like being alone, but when I do I have to get away from people or end up being unintentionally mean because I'm aggravated that I can't be by myself. Whenever, I do try and go off and be by myself I usually can't because my family wants me to be with them. It's really frustrating when all you want is time to yourself and to get away from people, because I am around them all of the time, but can't. I think tonight will be a lot of fun and I am looking forward to it. I hate being in school when there are better things I could be doing with my time, especially since the it's starting to get warmer outside.